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well i thought that this day would be the worst birthday ever… but contrary to what i was expecting, it did went out well… i  mean really… TODAY is a new day… i’m not only turning 19, but it’s given me a light happy feeling… i feel great… and i mean really great.. i feel better… way way better than yesterday… yesterday was a complete oppossite… yeah… totally… guess i let out everything yesterday… now i don’t even remember what my problems are anymore… hahaha

guess going to church and attending mass helped alot.. and talking to erick did me well… and meeting some folks from back home too made me feel good… and yeah, tio bert’s treat gave me a great "whew!" hahaha

i still miss home so much… i kinda cried this mownin… hahaha when my dad texted me… kinda emotional… but ’twas fantastic… i mean, i’ve been wanting to cry for the past weeks but i just seem to hold back… even if i want to, tears won’t fall… ;o)

yeah man! i’m  HAPPY! wow, when was the last time i felt so good i wanna cry????

~ by kathy-yen on October 9, 2005.